life update
its really hard to type with nails
its been 3 whole months since i did a journal post, and theres just so much to say. I graduated 3 days ago! im now officially done with highschool. honestly i dont know how to feel about it. one part of me is happy that i will never have to worry about some things again. another part of me is very sad that its over. highschool was just getting good for me. i loved my teachers and my friends. i wasn't lonely anymore and i had such an intense passion for violin. overall with these last 4 years, ive had a fun time.
what scares me is that im not the best with memories. i tend to forget things. i dont remember much of my childhood, either. i just hope ill never forget the fun i had in highschool. i hope this doesnt mean im peaking in hs. does missing highschool mean u peaked in highschool?
in the past few months, ive turned 18, made new friends, and repaired old friendships. i think im finally happy. lol maybe its just cuz its summer.
this month i had so many lasts. last orchestra concert, last ap exams, last days. i hate lasts, they make me really sad. I cried so much during my senior song, and i cried some more on the last day of school, may 19th.
its kinda ironic that i miss school so much because i remember being so stressed. for ex: i was literally so torn between UGA and GA TECH. which is a good problem to have but still. now iim totally content with my descision. things change so fast... i also got a job at the mall and now i can pierce peoples ears. a lot has changed ok?
it was over so faSt. i dont think i would mind one more year. but my tassel is turned and my cap was thrown, so theres no going back now. wish me luck at UGA!!
